DAY TEN

Wow, what an awful night and day. My ‘heart’ issue was out of control and I was up for most of the night. I’ve been to the emergency twice for it and those times it wasn’t quite as bad as this time. But doctors do not know what is causing it. They say my heart looks fine and I have the blood pressure of an eighteen year old.

The odd thing is there’s not really pain with it per say. Sometimes a squeezing and more like a muscle spasm pain, maybe like I used to get when I was a teen. I get woken up in a near panic as my heart beats strangely. I feel like my life is being sucked away and I could lose consciousness. It was really bad when it happened last night. I got up quickly to walk it off, feeling week and shaky. I beg God throughout all this, please don’t take me yet. Sounds dramatic? Yup, it is.

I knew it was time to hit Dr. Young’s protocol big time. I don’t know why I ever doubt him. He has the answers every time.  So I took a shot of sodium bicarbonate water, followed up with a liter of water or lemon water. I did this every hour on the hour, trying to sleep when I could. All night I was shaky, weak, and scared as my ‘heart’ was freaking out. I use quotation marks on ‘heart’ because no one’s even sure it’s my heart, including me. I really don’t see what else it could be though. Anytime I tried to recline slightly though, it would get worse. As I alkalized and hydrated myself all night, I finally got some relief and was able to sleep by about 7am. Today has been tolerable but still worrisome.

Finally tonight I feel great relief, almost back to normal. Another very nice thing about the sodium bicarbonate is that it’s really cleaned me out and I feel so fresh. Perhaps my detoxing took a toll on my ‘heart’ because I wasn’t eliminating it all properly. That’s probably what Dr. Young would say.

I’ll take another shot of baking soda now and retire. I hope I can sleep. I hope the worst is behind me. I hope my self-doctoring (or un-doctoring) will take me far away from these frightening symptoms, then I swear, I will NEVER abuse my body again. Meaning junk food, etc. Life is too good for that.